Sad

Don't know how to describe my feeling right now . When we were together , i admit i never did somethings special which you can remember whole life . I admit that . You were right . Maybe you need a better life . I have nothing . Nothing to be proud of . I was happy when you happy . All i can do is smile for your happiness . Deep in my heart , i was hurt too bad . Wish you all the best . You grown up ! Be a good girl . Be a good muslimah . Sorry for trouble you all this time . I'm not suit you . I realize now . I will "Berpijak di bumi yang nyata" . Good night love . Happy Bornday !

Rindu

Its have been a long time i keep this feeling . What i can do is watching you happy with other guy . Deep in my heart , i hurt really bad . Recently i felt so lonely . My heart feel empty . I try to cheer up myself but its useless . its remains same . Everyday i check up your social account . I want to know what you did , where you go . We didn't contact at all . What i can do is trying to protect you with my heart . I train my heart to always accept you in whatever condition . To accept your weakness . Because of your weakness , its totally complete me . Your birtday is coming soon . i always remember it dear . You've grown up . Be mature . Be a good girl . I know you more than other person . Please take care there . I'll keep on eye on you . Miss you so much Farah :(