Sad

Don't know how to describe my feeling right now . When we were together , i admit i never did somethings special which you can remember whole life . I admit that . You were right . Maybe you need a better life . I have nothing . Nothing to be proud of . I was happy when you happy . All i can do is smile for your happiness . Deep in my heart , i was hurt too bad . Wish you all the best . You grown up ! Be a good girl . Be a good muslimah . Sorry for trouble you all this time . I'm not suit you . I realize now . I will "Berpijak di bumi yang nyata" . Good night love . Happy Bornday !